As we begin the countdown to our fifth European trekking adventure, I felt it was time to share my story of just why I’ve become so obsessed with walking. I feel extremely fortunate to have recognized the proper trail that would lead me through troubled times.
The door opened and he extended his hand, introducing himself. “Hello, I’m Dr. J. I can’t believe you are still walking!” I shook his hand and glanced over at Reg in stunned silence.
As Reg shook the hand of the neurosurgeon who would ultimately save my life, I tried to prepare myself for what was to come. Six months earlier, I had noticed numbness in the ends of two fingers on my left hand, and I soon found myself shuffled between a series of appointments and doctors. Days earlier I’d had an MRI of my cervical spine and had been told it revealed a tumor. I was about to learn just exactly what that meant. I suspected the news would not be good.
It was November of 2011. Reg and I studied my MRI on Dr. J.’s computer while he explained that my tumor, a fairly rare intramedullary ependymoma we would eventually learn, was located within my spinal cord and had grown large enough to begin restricting the flow of spinal fluid. That was causing the numbness and tingling, along with a host of other symptoms that I would eventually piece together.
“You will need surgery, he said. “It is not without risk. We will take every precaution, but there is a chance you will be left quadriplegic. It is also possible that you will not survive the surgery…but if we do nothing, the tumor will kill you.”
Three and a half weeks later, two weeks before Christmas, I was prepped for surgery. There was really no other choice. Ratcheting up my powers of positive thinking, I put my life in Dr. J.’s hands. I did tell him, in all honesty, that if I couldn’t walk out of the hospital, not to bother waking me up. The next thing I remember, I was in a hospital room bed with Reg by my side.
As I slowly became aware of my surroundings, Dr. J. hurried in and began touching my fingers. “Move this one, now this one.” When I wiggled each finger, as ordered, he turned to Reg and announced, “She will be fine.” And off he went.
While the diagnosis was devastating, the recovery was absolutely traumatizing. Surgery had been pretty much a complete success, but I hurt every time I moved. Two days later, I was sent home. I could walk but I couldn’t feel my feet. Sheets and pants felt like sandpaper dragged across my bare legs. My rib cage felt as though it had been wrapped with an elastic band, and both hands were numb and tingling. I felt as though a spike had been pounded down alongside my neck, a neck that sported an angry, red six-inch scar. All part of the recovery process I was told. My nerves had been traumatized and needed time to recover…and so did I!
A year and a half later, in 2013, Reg and I trekked Spain’s Camino de Santiago together. It was a walk of discovery and gratitude for us both. We had our individual reasons for tackling such a challenging feat. For me, walking is something I will never again take for granted. Reg and I have continued to trek the trails of Europe where we find both a sense of adventure and contentment.
While I’m left with a few lingering side effects from the surgery, I’ve learned not to complain. Some (most) days are better than others. When so much could have gone wrong, I will forever be in debt to, and in awe of Dr. J.’s skills. To keep trekking is the best way I know of acknowledging how incredibly thankful I am that he was able to save my life.
And that is why I trek.
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Sue you are an inspiration for everyone. Thanks for sharing. I’ m sorry you had to go through so much pain and suffering. The experience seems to have made you stronger than ever. Best wishes for many more successful and wonderful treks.
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Thank you Carolyn. Stronger and even more appreciative of what this big beautiful world has to offer!
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Thank you for sharing Sue. I am impressed by your optimism and how you have made a negative experience benefit you. I love your posts. Keep trekking or in my case trudging. Happy trails
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Thanks Lori…we always do a bit of trudging on our treks!
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Good on you, Sue. Good on you. (Tears… but of gratitude/thankfulness)💗
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Thanks Jeannie. One step at a time!
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Wow. Sue, this is amazing. You are amazing. Ever since I read Reg’s memoir, I have wondered about the story of the woman walking beside him. Thank you.
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I don’t know about amazing, but I have been incredibly fortunate.
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Sue, both you and Reg are truly inspirational! We are honoured to know you both!
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….where is your next adventure?
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We are going to walk the first 260 miles of the South West Coast Path in England. Starting in Minehead and finishing at Land’s End. A bit more elevation change than we were expecting for a coastal walk, but we had, enthusiastically, made all our reservations before adding up all the numbers!
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Powerful story, Sue! I’m so glad you are telling it! Thank you!
Jackie Bachman Board Member, Community Relations OHRA (760) 889-5122 Jackie.bachman53@gmail.com
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Thanks Jackie…it was mentally and emotionally a life changing experience.
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Wow, Sue. YOU are an inspiration!!!! YES! TREK!!!!! Hugs, Lu
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Thanks Lu…I’m just too stubborn to let anything get the better of me!
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Wow, you’re so courageous. Keep on living life to the fullest! Good for you two. Nature is such a healer.
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Thanks for your nice words Mathew. You’re right…nature can heal many things.
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What an absolutely inspiring story Sue, it must have been so traumatic to go through the whole experience but sounds like you’ve come out so much stronger eventually. Hiking the Camino must have been a serious challenge but you did it. Fabulous.
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Thank you. Any challenges the Camino presented were far outweighed by the lessons learned.
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This is so inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story. I always find that writing about why we do something or do not do something personalizes our passions for life.
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I think a little dose of reality once in awhile is important in the social media world of pretty pictures. Thanks for reading.
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I’m touched by your story. Keep on trekking.
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Thank you.
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Sue, I had no idea of the magnitude of what you went through. Thank you for sharing the details. It certainly inspires me to push through issues and keep moving.
You are a warrior woman! I’m in awe!
Bonnie
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Thanks Bonnie…We’re all pushing forward through life aren’t we?
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